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After a good start with this new blog things have definatly slowed down in terms of posts and activity, bear with me…the Christmas holidays are coming up and I’ll be able to write in more detail, school is just sapping me dry ūüė¶

the last time I weighed myself (two weeks ago) I was 8stone3, this is the longest I have every stayed above 8 stone, it’s normally a few days then I drop again, so that’s something at least.¬†

Any News?

The good news is two weeks ago I hit 8.4/8.5 stone ūüėÄ the bad news is¬†I’ve¬†had a really bad week this week with lack of sleep and being¬†ridiculously¬†busy so it’s more than likely I’ve lost weight. I missed dinner on Tuesday because I was out filming for a school¬†project, I didn’t realize till later that night when I had a¬†migraine¬†and was¬†absolutely¬†shattered, I didn’t think much of it until my partner pointed out if I miss seven lunches in a year then¬†that’s¬†about two days of food I’ve missed. I hadn’t looked at it like that, but it made me really take note when he said it.

Due to my lack of sleep I’m just cranky and get snappy over nothing. I’ll write more about this another time, but the feelings are too fresh and they’re beginning to sap at my strength again.

Oh, I’ve started therapy but they’ve been mucking me around and are too general rather than really going in depth into my problems so I’m considering going private…

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