An internet 'Dear Diary' of anorexia

Let’s Get Physical

Because I’ve been going on and on about how I feel fat lately my partner has decided to help me by making me exercise as it will make me feel better and stop me being ‘such a woman’ lol ūüėČ . We’ve mentioned it once or twice before and now he’s actually going to get me to¬†exercise.

My stomach has puppy fat which I’m not used to and very¬†conscious¬†of and I’ve always had a thing about my thighs being big and no matter how much my partner says otherwise I still can’t shift the feeling. I was reluctant to start¬†exercising,

1) because I’m a lazy bum at heart ūüôā

2) I don’t want to burn off the weight I’m putting on – my partner says I wont burn it off I’ll will just turn it into muscle and it will make me feel better as I’ll be toned

3) last time I¬†exercised¬†was in the middle of a really bad spout of anorexia where I ate a lot less than I should and did a lot of¬†exercising¬†till it hurt and burning off more weight than I was putting on and¬†starved¬†my self down to a bag of bones. But this time I’ll have my partner here to help and he’ll make sure I¬†don’t¬†go into¬†overdrive¬†or do damage to myself.

So we have a schedule where we jog for three days a week and do sit ups for another 3, alternating between the two, on the seventh day we’ll rest…yesterday we did nothing so that’s the rest day gone. We’re going to jog around the park near by working up slowly from one lap with rests to more difficult jogs. With the sit ups we’re going to start by doing 5, resting for 2 minutes, 5 sit ups, rest and repeat until we’ve done 25 sit ups, we’re also thinking about taking up climbing as my partner used to do it a lot and has stopped so we might start doing it together, also in the summer he wants to take me ¬†on cycle rides to work the stomach muscles as this is the bit that bothers me most.

Jogging commences today…wish me luck

C

LOL!!! :D

LOL!!!!!

Bit naughty but hey ho

Bit naughty but hey ho

the future of me xp

This is probably me in the near future xp

Quite relevant ūüôā

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